A WHOLE NEW FRIENDSHIP : ENDS on high note

It was mystic how suddenly we become friends..
One day, we are strangers and moments later we become friends.

It so happened with me when I met my new friend.
We were batch mates but haven't been very familiar with each other until we came in college and started interacting through messages.
Slowly and gradually we became very good friends, sharing everything with each other (almost) i would say.
We used to spend times chatting and talking no matter what.

That silly fights, arguments, sweet talks, non sense chats, funny pics sharing, taking opinion , sharing thoughts, fears, dreams, caring ...................... It used to be as if we will be *FRIENDS FOREVER* ..!


Overtime, we started having more and more arguments, no talks, fights, which used to left us not talking to each other but somewhere wanting this cold war to end.
But, this didn't happened.
With busy schedules, even during vacations , we started drifting apart.. so much that one day finally,
He came up and said *Friendship Over* ..
It left me with no words, no explanations, no meaning of what happened, HOW? WHEN, WHY?
I questioned, I tried to explain, I tried to ask ... But all i got in response was silent..
Because all this was never said : It was as if I have become dumb.

WORDS LEFT UNSPOKEN : eventually resulted in our friendship to end.

A SECRET ** :  I secretly wished that we talk, and resolve the matter, we be back together as *FRIENDS* : who used to tease each other, show love and care despite of who will think what. <3


Finally it's *FRIENDSHIP DAY* : A day to remember.

I wished him * Happy Friendship Day * the reply come..
**OMG** he replied : unexpected ..!

Though we din't talked much.. But I am happy we did exchanged wishes.
It feels good to know that even though miles apart, we will still remain friends by heart ..!


No matter what happens, a friend .. once a friend... remains forever the friend..!

LOVE YOU *FRIEND* :)

A LOST LOVE : LOVE FOUND AND LOST..!

It all started through a social networking famous site called *FACEBOOK*.
One day, a gal  got a request from a guy named.
The gal checked his profile and got to know that he is the person from the school which she used to be in.
She accepted his request. They both had many mutual friends, likes / dislikes etc. Soon they started interacting because she was not in touch with her childhood friends from that school from long and she longed to get back in touch with them, and getting to know this person she got to know that the last year when she attended this school he was in her class but due to she being restricted and shy she never knewed much people of her class except the ones she knew from years.
They over the due course of time of chatting became very good friends, exchanged their numbers, met each other, fall in love.
The guy proposed the gal one day, but the gal said: “she needed time”.
The guy said: “as much as you want take it, I will wait”.
It took almost a year for the gal to confess and soon they got in a relation. It was all perfect till the time they were in 12^th class, gave each other time, but they never realized that it was not going to be this perfect forever.
It was a dream come true for the gal to get a partner who no matter what loved her and that’s what she always wanted.
Now, it was the time they had to being their journey of making careers and their relation took a troll.
The guy went to become a Flying Aviator and the gal a journalist.
The guy changed, gave less time to her not because he was busy in his studies but because he dint feel the need. He started taking her for granted, called her whenever he used to feel after days or months, met her after say months or even a year, but the gal dint said anything just to hold the relationship.
Soon the friends of the gal started saying to her that he is not loyal, he doesn't love her etc.
This made the gal start questioning him because the more she thought of him betraying her, the more she could see it in his actions.
The guy never took an initiative to submerge the misunderstandings, rather he let them come.
One day, finally after getting fed up with all this she told him to broke up, he agreed to it while saying if you are happy with this, I won’t say anything then.
This made the gal’s heart broke down, and she used to cry hours lying in bed at night but never let it know by anyone.
Soon when she started coming out of the pain of heart break and forgetting about him, he again tried to be in contact with him.
And this went on for many months, every time the gal started coming out of him, he used to contact him from nowhere and she again began to become weak for his love.
One fine day, she took a pledge that no matter what she won’t become weak, and never let him affect her so much.
Even though he still tried the same thing, but this time the gal became more adamant and harsh and never talk to him or respond him the way she used to.
She understood that her love for him cannot let him love her.
He won’t come back. And he never came too.
It’s been a year now the gal has started living with the broken heart, lost love feeling in her, although she sometimes crave of his hugs and kisses and warmth but this dint stopped her from becoming a strong person and not giving up on her dreams and future.
She is now about to graduate and soon will be in the field, and the boy is chasing his dreams.
Both are living their own lives, no matter what problems they are going through.
The gal always keeps smiling and the people think that she has come out of him, but no one knows how much she loves him still no matter what.
The love got lost in a blink between them, but the true love of the gal is still the same, and she is bound to love him with her every breath … Till the last breath..!!
After him, she did get attached to a guy and thought that was not true love, but this is and the answer to this always remain same i.e.; ‘NO, YOU STILL LOVE HIM AND CAN NEVER LOVE ANYONE ELSE’.

She takes a deep breath, smile and lives on.
But she still wait for him, hoping one day he might come back and show her how truly he loves her too.

Falling in Love

** The time was uncertain,
falling was never on my mind
It was the time you came,
that I saw  no rewind,
I never thought of something like this to happen,
You made it certain,
That one person I thought to be mine,
You managed to hop in my mind,
Life is so unpredictable
Uncertain things happen when you least expect
The way, YOU happened...


The feeling was inexpressible,
It was escastic ..
Yet, you managed to feel it..
Made me feel it.
I know, something was there,
But this was something out of the fear.
You made me feel
Which maybe I would never have,
 if you wouldn't have had happened..!

You came..




AND THEN...





You left ....




I was left all alone again,
The feeling of betrayal..
The feeling of being cheated on..
I was deeply hurt-ed..
You did what you said you never will,
You disrespected me..
 MY LOVE.. MY CARE.. MY LOYALTY..


You lied me...

I cried..
And cried..
But I knew you will never come back.
Because what you did,
was something the least I could expect,


The time went by..
N slowly..
Gradually..
I started coming out of it..
But that pain still resided..


After so many years..
When I stopped thinking about you..
You entered in my life again..
You tried to melt the ice in my heart..
The space you created will never get filled again
I can never Love the same..
This experience made me realize..
Life is only of your size..
I never said I HATE YOU..
But I can never LOVE YOU..!


You made me feel all the emotions I had..
You made me understand the turmoil of feelings..
You made me realize the importance of MY OWN SELF..
You made me become strong enough to not do that mistake again..
You made me realize ...
Some DREAMS can never come TRUE..



Yet I did not give up on me..
Went again into all this again..

But this time..
Having faith on me..

I never expected too much..
But this too ended with a Storm..


I promise..
I won't FALL IN LOVE AGAIN..
Even if I will..
I will never let my feelings destroy me..
I won't let the one know about it..


AND yes....

I AM DOING IT.!  **

GIRL : love yourself..!

Everyone has a point in life when they get so low that they stop loving themselves. 

low point help us to know what we really are, not to shun ourselves off the reality.

i was born as a girl,

 no one gave me so much love,

i always asked myself 

m i really not worth..?

life gave me so much,

today, i love being called a girl.

life is not easy
it depends on you how you see
girls are beautiful
learn to engrave it
love yourself
however you may look
fat,skinny, black or white
it's you who will make someone's life alright...


no matter what people say to you,
you should be proud of you
you are a girl..!
no one has the power
the power to smile in pain..
the power to get hurt and forgive and still love..
this is a girl..!
respect yourself..
and the world will respect you..
love yourself first ..
everyone will do that to you..

PROUD TO BE A GIRL..! 

never underestimate yourself for anything..love the way you are..

and who knows you get someone who'll give you all the love you deserve in the world more than you know..!

Searching everywhere... but no where..!

I was once sad and lonely,

having nobody to comfort me,

so I wore a mask that always smiled :)

to hide my feelings behind a lie.

Before long, i had many friends;

with my mask, I was one of them.

But deep inside, I still felt empty,

Like I was missing a part of me.

Nobody could hear my cries at night

For i designed my mask to hide lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For I designed my mask to be laughing.
Behind all the smiles :) were the tears.
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see,
Wasn't everything there was to me.
Day by day, I was slowly dying.
I couldn't go on,
there was something missing..
Untill now I'm still searching
For the thing that'll stop my crying.
For someone who'll erase my fears,
For the person who'll wipe my tears.
But till then I'll keep on smiling :)
Hiding behind the mask I'm wearing.
Hoping one day I can smile,
Till then, I'LL BE HERE...


**WAITING** 

challenge to be victorious..!

Each day starts with a new *hope* *aims* *fights* *determination*

A new vow to make this day worth living..! But every day has anew challenge.. It depends upon us how we see it and fight it. The outcome depends upon are way of viewing things. the more good we see the more harder we try to win the more stronger will be the obstacle (challenge)..!

NEVER GIVE UP NO MATTER WHAT.!

Some times I know we feel like giving up, but backup yourself and start having a power of never losing in your HEART. For sure you are gonna win in the end. The victory for which you have not done anything will not be a victory worth celebrating. But if you resolve even for a small thing the victory will seem big enough to rejoice in the END..!!

Never think that you can not do anything. All hurdles comes only according to limit we can challenge and succeed. If u think that this challenge id big for you, don't give up rather strive because it came to you to make you even more stronger and a true fighter in life.

LIFE IS DAILY FIGHT WE HAVE TO WIN EVERY MOMENT..!!

ILOVERAINS.... !

RAIN RAIN....
JUST THE RAINS..! AND ITS PERFECT..!


Whenever i feel sad..
whenever i feel lonely..
whenever m at my worst..
whenever there is nothing right..
when i am not right..
when am at my worst.. or at my best..!

it RAINS.. and gets everything at place and makes it the best for me

This is something i love and enjoy even when i am at my worstest of worst mood cz.. when it rains i am at my happiest place .. it seems and feels as if everything is perfect.. so perfect that i cant even imagine it in my dreams..!


Whatever age you may have.. how old you may grow, this season really drives everyone crazy like a lil kid. We all want sometime, something which will help us bring forth our lil child from inside us and have some moments which helps us to live to the best, carefree life. For me its when it rains, sweet smell of rain mixed with mud all over + everything blooming + a new feeling of freshness and happiness all around, a new energy which helps you to make a fresh start.. everything is just so at place that you can not stop yourself from being away from it. I like being part of this, i like being *ME* for few times, for few hours, for few moments.. and let everything stop for those times and never change cz that feeling is INCREDIBLE and i love it. <3 <3

change the reality..!

We all have dreams which we think will never come true..!
dreams of a perfect boyfriend, lifepartner or a dream of being able to get whatever we have dreamt of or a dream of being able to achieve something extraordinary, dream of having a perfect life..

well.. all these dreams can be fullfilled. These dreams are mere a way for us to work upon our ownselves and achieve them by enhancing our own capabilties. Many of us think how can it happen..?

All you have to do is reflect upon your own self in a way how you see other people. Analyze your own negative and positive point, polish them and make yourself a true human being worthy of being highly praised and appreciated. I know we all think I am perfect, or I love myself this way, or I am being praised this way too. But the real appreaciation comes when you start respecting not only your own life but also others life too.
When we start doing that we are bound to change the reality and achieve are dreams. Whatever we dream, it is because we can achieve it. Now how to make all your dreams turn into reality is first to stop blaming others for your own situation. Whatever we go through or are in, we are ourselves responsible for it. When we start taking responsibilty of our lives and stop blaming others for our situations, we certainly will start loving our own life and also would be much happy and satisfied on what we have. This is changing the reality and working on making it more better and beautifull.

These things in our life will never end, but I am sure this start will really help..!

*friendship* - a real true friend.. my way..!!

For some word a *FRIEND* could be just having someone who is with you everytime...!

but for *ME*

a friend is someone who is my other half..
with whom i can be anything and everything..
who knows me from inside out.. n so do I..!
whom I dont have to explain anything..
who knows who i am..? why i am..? what i am..??
JUST EVERYTHING..

a friend with whom not can i share my sorrows.. and happiness but also do the same for my friend too..
a person whem you are with him/her no one else matters to you..! nothing matters..
what matters is what you do with the.. how you do.. where you do..!

who can tease you.. play with you..!
but at the same time knows what is right and what is wrong...

we all may have many friends in life.. I too have many friends.. but they all are for name sake..
there could be only one or two true friends whom you can trust upon anytime. who will not backstab you or misuse your trust..!


so a true friend can only be founded when you yourself become a true friend..

* BELIEVE.. DO.. GET.. *
*GIVE.. TRUST.. FLY*


BELIEVE - in what you do.. and in your friend
DO - the best
GET - what you give.. what you want *a real true friend*

GIVE - whta you deserve.. other person too does *a true fried*
TRUST - blindly
FLY - colours of friendship ..!






may you all get true friend in your life for lifetime..!
ALL THE BEST.. !

* MAGICAL TOUCH *

 A *HUG*
A word of just 3 letters...
but it means a lot to the one who have never experienced it because A hug can cure that sadness which not even tears can heal. when you are tearing apart from inside and tears flow dry, I know....
HOW BADLY I NEED A HUG..!

I want you to hug me,
when i get scared..
I want you to kiss me,
when i act like a kid...
I want you to care for me,
when i am sick...
When I wanna say something,
I want you to understand my silence,
When I don't have words to express...
What i feel I want you to be there,
When i need a friend,
I want you to love me for what I am...
And above all
* I WANT YOU TO COMPLETE ME * ...!! 

To get back to myself, a hug can do that everytime i am low.


hug..!
hug..!
hug..!

woooo...
just a tight hug is required to get away from all the pain.

* Heartaches can make you die... but... A HUG can get you back..! :)

a voice of soul..!

Well this is sumthing i did for the first time in my life...
Maybe because i found someone worth it...!
This is my first writeup.. my poem..! *A VOICE OF SOUL*

   " ur msgs make my day..

anything u say..

u are the one I never thought of..

now u are the one I always think of...

dont know what it is..

but it is something so beautiful in my life..

thankyou for making my life worth when i lost it..

thankyou for making me believe in me..

in everything i do..

in everything i wish..

you make me feel good..

never felt so special the way u made me feel..

    is it our friendship or anything else...

i just dont know...

when everything was not perfect..

you were there to make it perfect..

when i was alone, you stood by my side..

and everyone else left...

when i am upset you make me smile through tears..

without doing anything special..

you made me realise how beautiful i am..

you hold me tight..

you say you never gonna leave my side..

i have been through so much..

with you i never felt alone..

with you i am someone whom even i never knew.

cant describe you in words..

even i dont know wat it is..

this feeling is beyond thinking..

love your everything..!

I never thought i could be so crazy..

the way i am with you..

i am actually me..

before u came , my mirror was my bestfriend..

there was actually no one with me..

i never thought about you..!

bt *TODAY* i am..

every minute.., every second of my life..

i dont wanna go far from you..1

there is that invinsible rope which pulls me towards you..!

the more i try not to think of you..

the more i get doing that..

the way you touched my life..

no one has ever did it..

i still dont know wat it is..

but...

whatever it is, I just LOVE IT..!

i guess *I LOVE YOU*

i cant express it to you..

because i dont wanna lose you..

the thought of *YOU* make me feel good..

if you left i know i will be back to the time when i did not knew what will happen to me the next second..! ?

you made my life *BEAUTIFUL*

**THANKYOU**