Sunday 4 August 2013

A LOST LOVE : LOVE FOUND AND LOST..!


It all started through a social networking famous site called *FACEBOOK*.
One day, a gal  got a request from a guy named.
The gal checked his profile and got to know that he is the person from the school which she used to be in.
She accepted his request. They both had many mutual friends, likes / dislikes etc. Soon they started interacting because she was not in touch with her childhood friends from that school from long and she longed to get back in touch with them, and getting to know this person she got to know that the last year when she attended this school he was in her class but due to she being restricted and shy she never knewed much people of her class except the ones she knew from years.
They over the due course of time of chatting became very good friends, exchanged their numbers, met each other, fall in love.
The guy proposed the gal one day, but the gal said: “she needed time”.
The guy said: “as much as you want take it, I will wait”.
It took almost a year for the gal to confess and soon they got in a relation. It was all perfect till the time they were in 12th class, gave each other time, but they never realized that it was not going to be this perfect forever.
It was a dream come true for the gal to get a partner who no matter what loved her and that’s what she always wanted.
Now, it was the time they had to being their journey of making careers and their relation took a troll.
The guy went to become a Flying Aviator and the gal a journalist.
The guy changed, gave less time to her not because he was busy in his studies but because he dint feel the need. He started taking her for granted, called her whenever he used to feel after days or months, met her after say months or even a year, but the gal dint said anything just to hold the relationship.
Soon the friends of the gal started saying to her that he is not loyal, he doesn't love her etc.
This made the gal start questioning him because the more she thought of him betraying her, the more she could see it in his actions.
The guy never took an initiative to submerge the misunderstandings, rather he let them come.
One day, finally after getting fed up with all this she told him to broke up, he agreed to it while saying if you are happy with this, I won’t say anything then.
This made the gal’s heart broke down, and she used to cry hours lying in bed at night but never let it know by anyone.
Soon when she started coming out of the pain of heart break and forgetting about him, he again tried to be in contact with him.
And this went on for many months, every time the gal started coming out of him, he used to contact him from nowhere and she again began to become weak for his love.
One fine day, she took a pledge that no matter what she won’t become weak, and never let him affect her so much.
Even though he still tried the same thing, but this time the gal became more adamant and harsh and never talk to him or respond him the way she used to.
She understood that her love for him cannot let him love her.
He won’t come back. And he never came too.
It’s been a year now the gal has started living with the broken heart, lost love feeling in her, although she sometimes crave of his hugs and kisses and warmth but this dint stopped her from becoming a strong person and not giving up on her dreams and future.
She is now about to graduate and soon will be in the field, and the boy is chasing his dreams.
Both are living their own lives, no matter what problems they are going through.
The gal always keeps smiling and the people think that she has come out of him, but no one knows how much she loves him still no matter what.
The love got lost in a blink between them, but the true love of the gal is still the same, and she is bound to love him with her every breath … Till the last breath..!!
After him, she did get attached to a guy and thought that was not true love, but this is and the answer to this always remain same i.e.; ‘NO, YOU STILL LOVE HIM AND CAN NEVER LOVE ANYONE ELSE’.

She takes a deep breath, smile and lives on.
But she still wait for him, hoping one day he might come back and show her how truly he loves her too.