GoodBye BESTFRIEND

HELLO PEOPLE...

Well, here I am again.
You must be thinking what topics am I choosing to write now-a-days.
I know it is something weird but this is again  some of us might have experienced in our lives..\

The hardest part of any friendship is when it's time to say goodbye. As much as we might like things to stay the same, change is an inevitable part of life. The universe may seem huge and the rift between friends on opposite side of the world may seem a great distance. There are many tools available with which we can communicate, but even without these tools there is a secret that only real friends know, and it is this. All the mountains and valleys in the world cannot separate friends whose hearts are as one!

I had a best friend in my college, someone whom I used to rely on so much, share each and every moment of my life with, talk for endless hours and never felt it enough to have it. I thought I had finally got my BEST FRIEND for life, the one who was just a perfect person to be with.But who knew what the fate had it for me.
Just before my college was officially about to get over, we had a misunderstanding something created from outside but heated upon by our own words and actions.
We started drifting apart, we stopped talking and today its almost 4 months that I have had a talk with him.




Little did I realized that I have lost him forever. How?
After we had stopped talking to each other, I still used to care about whats going on in his life and try and help me out indirectly with the help of a mutual friend we had.
But, now I see that he certainly don't want me in his life. He has not only stopped talking to me but Blocked me too. First i was in shock, but few minutes later I realized that he really don't want to be in touch, forgetting everything we had, we did, we shared... JUST EVERYTHING.



It's time to move on..

I told myself ** He was, He is and He will always have a special part in my life, no matter where we are, what we are, I will not give his part to anyone else. Whether we talk or not, be in contact or not, meet or not. Be it strangers, He will be my BEST FRIEND till the very end. I was true in my friendship and I will continue doing that till the very end just making sure not letting it disturb me again rather make me happy that you are now working towards being more independent what I always wanted you to be. This is the last note where I have mentioned you, is about you.**

I would like to end this with few lines for you, may be the last poem of my life it will be.                         
                                                                   

Emotions ran through my head

I found myself wishing I was dead

All because you were moving away

I knew I would never see you another day

You were the best friend I ever had

Now that you left me, I am beyond sad

I love and I miss you more than you ever knew

You've taught me so much, and I want to say thank you.

I know things are not meant to be the same,
I wish it was for the heaven's sake
It's okay if it is not
All i want is to hear a lot, 

There will be a day we will meet
I am always looking forward to that greet,
Just hoping it to be the way it used to be
Not like strangers on the road we
see.
GOODBYE BEST FRIEND! <3


                

What you learned from a big disappointment.?

 A regular question people might ask themselves of "What have 

they learned from being getting disappointed?'
Right..
Think a minute Have you?

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Well, honestly I have.
I have been into too much of disappointments in my life either be it studies, friends, career, relation or what not a common person goes through in a single day every moment.



Starting up with Studies...
Not everyone is born intelligent. Not everyone is made to top the class. Not everyone enjoys studying. Not everyone is a master in Science or maths or any subject.
Everyone has a subject to hate be it practical or theory or mathematics.
I had it all. I hated studying but I loved Music.
May be it was something I was made of. Yes, I know you must be wondering how can one just become a graduate when she only loved singing.
Well, here the point is I changed my point of view of hating studying to be a great singer while not lacking behind in my Grades also. This made me work on my grades more, and enjoy my singing career too. I got a leap in my school from being shy to being a part of the school choir to being the First lead singer of the school. I represented my school at various levels and the biggest achievement is when everyone around me remembered me as the SINGING GIRL OF THE SCHOOL. The confidence I gained their reflected in my grades and I scored much high than my expectations.

Friends, the second thing any youngster thinks about. I always had a problem to carry on my friendships for long time due to my being quite nature all the time. But never loosing hope and always continuing to be my best was my strength. I learned that although I was quite and was usually misinterpreted by others I used to be the one people looked upon at their time of need. I have lost many friends during my journey of life, I even have met the most amazing people too but have lost the gems too. But, loosing someone in your life doesn't mean that it was not right that I knew that person but it meant that their role in our lives was meant to be only little and yet they had to leave without any reason.

Career, the third thing, I always wanted to do JOURNALISM AND MASS COMMUNICATION but hated studying. I was disappointed for not being good enough to get into it. I learned that when you don't give up you surely get what you want and the happiness of that thing is much more than what could have been if you would have got it easily.

Relation, the last thing on my list here. Although the list is endless but for my blog I would like to end it here only.
Relationships, everyone wants to get one, a one where both dream it to be fairy tale but most of us had it as a nightmare.
Don't laugh here. I had it a nightmare.
I never found a true love, when I thought I had it din't worked out. Eventually, we both moved out of it. It doesn't mean the love has ended but the things that follow them eventually tells you that " IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF I HAD NEVER MET HIM" but atleast it taught me that this "LOVE" thing do exist.

At the end, all I  want to say is that  NO MATTER HOW ROUGH THE JOURNEY OF OUR LIFE IS, IT IS SURE TO TEACH YOU SOMETHING. ALL YOU NEED IS TO STAY HAPPY, FAKE A SMILE FOR A WHILE AND HEAD STRONG. NOT TODAY BUT THERE WILL BE A DAY WHEN YOU WILL REALIZE WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED FROM ALL THE DISAPPOINTMENTS YOU HAVE FACED TILL NOW AND THEY HAVE MADE YOU A MUCH BETTER PERSON THAN WHAT YOU MIGHT HAVE THOUGHT YOU COULD BE.!

ALL THE BEST! ;)