falling was never on my mind
It was the time you came,
that I saw no rewind,
I never thought of something like this to happen,
You made it certain,
That one person I thought to be mine,
You managed to hop in my mind,
Life is so unpredictable
Uncertain things happen when you least expect
The way, YOU happened...
The feeling was inexpressible,
It was escastic ..
Yet, you managed to feel it..
Made me feel it.
I know, something was there,
But this was something out of the fear.
You made me feel
Which maybe I would never have,
if you wouldn't have had happened..!
You came..
AND THEN...
You left ....
I was left all alone again,
The feeling of betrayal..
The feeling of being cheated on..
I was deeply hurt-ed..
You did what you said you never will,
You disrespected me..
MY LOVE.. MY CARE.. MY LOYALTY..
You lied me...
I cried..
And cried..
But I knew you will never come back.
Because what you did,
was something the least I could expect,
The time went by..
N slowly..
Gradually..
I started coming out of it..
But that pain still resided..
After so many years..
When I stopped thinking about you..
You entered in my life again..
You tried to melt the ice in my heart..
The space you created will never get filled again
I can never Love the same..
This experience made me realize..
Life is only of your size..
I never said I HATE YOU..
But I can never LOVE YOU..!
You made me feel all the emotions I had..
You made me understand the turmoil of feelings..
You made me realize the importance of MY OWN SELF..
You made me become strong enough to not do that mistake again..
You made me realize ...
Some DREAMS can never come TRUE..
Yet I did not give up on me..
Went again into all this again..
But this time..
Having faith on me..
I never expected too much..
But this too ended with a Storm..
I promise..
I won't FALL IN LOVE AGAIN..
Even if I will..
I will never let my feelings destroy me..
I won't let the one know about it..
AND yes....
I AM DOING IT.! **
